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It seems like Expurgation has been completely stolen on YouTube. I'm sorting this out as we speak and trying to get the appropriate people involved in the issue. Please spread the word to as many people as possible, and please boost my Tweet on Twitter in hopes of reaching the correct people.  https://twitter.com/Fanaticalight/status/1682443162973884441 

Over the past year, I've had a very bad battle with addiction, so much so that it has almost consumed my life. What started it? Somebody who I once held close to me. I don't like talking about my personal life, but I think it's time I say where I've been.

I've been coerced into doing it pretty much every day until I became physically dependent on it and bleeding funds to fuel this habit. For the past year, I've been struggling with trying to get by every day life since I felt like I couldn't function without it. Unfortunately, I also regret to say that my addiction has changed who I was as a person at the time. I've done things I don't think I would've ever done in my life, I've hurt people I don't think I would've ever hurt; I threw my life away. I do sincerely apologize for the people who I've hurt over the past year and to my fans.

It wasn't until recently, I kicked my addiction to the curb and have been free for a few weeks now. I don't think I couldn't have done it without the support of my friends and family by my side, and I'm forever thankful for the people I currently have in my life. I've been in therapy for the past 7 months and have been working on improving myself drastically. However, I'm still trying to piece together the past year and couple of months, as it has all been nothing but a blur to me.

My motivation in life is starting to come back now that I'm properly medicated and no longer abusing drugs.

Addiction is very real, I wouldn't wish this on the worst of my enemies, as it'll change who you are as a person.
 I hope I can come back to YouTube this year, I miss making videos 

You can't kill what's already dead, because they'll just come back, stronger. The enigma returns, soon.
(Artwork by Me) 

We all know FNF has modcharts, but what if YOU made the modchart for a song?
What would YOU like to see in a song's modchart if it had one? Let me know what song, and what you imagine it would be like. 

uh oh.
Pretending to be Bendy soon... 

How does it sound if I opened memberships of varying tiers that involves: behind-the-scenes footage of how I created various Pretending videos and its effects, interviews with the people that helped me in the video, tutorials on how you can make your own FNF mod chart through editing, posts regarding my personal travels, and the potential to play or assist in creating a video? 

Currently, Phantom Arcade is streaming them working on Week 8 after it apparently got leaked to the general public. Yes, the official Friday Night Funkin' game. As they claimed, there's "no point in hidin it." Please go show some love to Phantom!  https://www.twitch.tv/phantom_arcade 

Hello! In case if you haven't seen already, I've redesigned Fanatica, and this will be the design going forth. I've been excited to show this off to the public for awhile now! This isn't the only announcement that's to come either! And yes, you're free to make Fanart for those artists out there. Just use  #fanatiart  on social media; I keep an eye out for any fan-made content occasionally! 

If I started making appearances at conventions/events and hosting panels around Canada this spring/summer, as well as some major events in the US here-and-there (such as VidCon, TwitchCon, etc.), would you consider showing up to meet me?

Granted, I'll be wearing my mask so as to not reveal my face.