Hello everyone, it’s been quite a ride the past months. The release of the Malte Marten Method brought many challenges - personally and professionally. Besides all projects that I worked on before, there was a huge new mountain of tasks to be done. Simultaneously I moved into a new home, uncoupled with my partner and went back into single parenting. All in all I can tell you that this combination of challenges were just too much for me and let my self-esteem and mental health collapse. I found myself in a dark place, that I partially shared with you in my Videos here on YouTube and my music in general. The trip to California brought me back on track and showed me what’s most important for me and my mental health - the freedom to create and to be surrounded by a likeminded and loving community. One day after coming back I returned to this dark place. Not permanently, but even deeper than before. It felt like the final barrier, the last obstacle to realize something very important and release a big package of patterns, believes and trauma that I carried on for so so long. This weekend when I visited my parents it happened: the breakthrough, that first felt like the biggest breakdown ever. Tears over tears released so much pressure inside of me and gave space to feelings that I’ve suppressed since my teenage and childhood time and that I subconsciously project on all my relationships (including the one with myself). Eternally grateful towards myself to be still here and to work through all of this. Eternally grateful to be alive. I am ready 🕊️🤍
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