I'm not sure if I was the one who caused the downfall of Lovemotives, Because this channel never really worked quite right, and I've never succeeded. It's all been an illusion. I have struggled with this channel until now, and even with a team behind it for 3 years, it has done nothing. Of course, the higher forces could also try to silence me, but I can't be sure. I asked God about it, and He said Yes to that, but He also said Yes to I'm guilty of not making my content more universally appealing since I focused more on what drives me instead of what audience. A long time ago, I should have redirected the channel and opened it up to the masses with more universally appealing content, but when I was ready to do that, live streams rose from nowhere. YouTube sent me a promotional email about it, and I tried, and boom, my prison was created. Ever since I started the Live streams, they have shaped my whole life and channel; I quadrupled my metrics in every way and became a prisoner of my own creation. Now, my videos rarely rank, and I must be behind a desk on time, 6 to 7 a day, 24/7 for 365 days of the year. If I miss one day, it goes down like crazy, but the crazy thing is, even now, doing everything right, it's still sinking. If I try to appeal to a universal audience with more universal music, titles, and thumbnails, YouTube won't show them because my core audience is now made up of more niche meditations. So once they listen to this soft music, they click away or don't even click at all, thus giving YouTube bad signals. So I think live streams are messing up with my channel, but I also can't quit them cuz my videos arent also ranking, my core audience is already made so channel is already way to big for big changes or adaptation. I never ran ads on this channel like any other, and I'm unsure if that works or makes it even worse. I can also bring more videos than lives, but my best route right now is to start a new channel. I will continue the streams on this one cuz that's what is still keeping this channel alive and running and my financials in order. I will devote the adaptation to universally appealing content on my secondary channels like the healing, the sleeping, and the now reinstated Omnipresent Meditation. It is really sad, that after a decade of work went into this channel, I know I didn't do things right cuz I didn't know. Now I know, but it is too late, and having to forget about it.
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