Hello there everyone! The time has come again for my annual end-of-year post. Last year, I spoke at length about how much 2022 sucked and celebrated the coming of the New Year. I'm not going to do that this time. Simply and honestly put, 2023 was just as bad or possibly even worse than 2022, and that's been very visibly reflected in the pace of uploads to this channel (that is to say, I have only uploaded one video this year). Speaking of videos, let's talk about the big one I've been supposedly working on. I say "supposedly" because the reality is that since the end of October, all real progress on the writing has stalled out. I originally planned to upload this video back in August, then I thought I'd have it done by this month, and now it's probably a wait until the spring. It's not that I haven't enjoyed working on it a great deal, because I have, but between college and depression and general exhaustion over war and politics, finding the energy to work on this channel has been very difficult. That being said, I have a month of no classes ahead of me and I'm a lot less depressed now than I was back during summer break, so I'm going to force myself to write at least one line of text every day until this thing is done. Next update on that will come when I've finally finished the script. For 2024, I will make neither promises nor predictions. I won't even express a general hope to be able to make more videos, because we've all seen how that's gone before. Maybe this will be the year I finally make at least one upload a quarter, or maybe it'll be completely dry of content. Whatever happens, happens. I realize this isn't a very hopeful or uplifting message going into the New Year, but this channel has always been my personal project, and this is how I've felt for the last few months. I'm tired of putting up the facade that "exciting things are going to happen!" and "there's a bright future ahead for the channel!" I've repeated that nonsense time and time again and nothing has come of it. The truth is I don't know what's going to happen and I don't know what kind of future awaits. There probably aren't that many of you left after seven months of no uploads, and those of you who remain are essentially my core audience that has stuck around. To that audience: I'm still here and I'm not going anywhere. For all my tiredness and all the seeming lethargy of the past two years, I still haven't given up and I never will. This post almost certainly makes it sound like I have no more excitement for the channel, but I do. It's just a lot more subdued now than it has been in years past. The second Star Wars video will be finished sooner or later, and there are plans for what comes after it. See you all in 2024 you beautiful bastards.
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