midwest emo type song in DAEAC#E lyrics: forgive me mom, im so sorry. its all for me, i have to leave. ill find the perfect melody to encapsulate my sorry. ill make you proud, youll have to see me make sound in new cities. ill play something so serene to make you forget that ill leave. i dont know what you want me to say, id apologize but youd ask me to stay. i feel like i could do so much more, not that you guys arent all that i adore. yeah, the thought is so terrifying, but i choose to believe that is me lying. ill face my fears, maybe this will be my year to prove myself to nobody else but me im my own worst enemy, i cant see myself. i cant allow myself to see. i can feel myself forgetting who i wanna see in the mirror. i cant bring myself to be better. i cant allow myself to breathe. i can hear myself gasping for air from the deep like a dolphin whos lost himself in the sea, im suffocating. i cant find the energy to escape this hell i hope i found that perfect melody to show you that i mean my apology. ill make you proud, ill grind my fingers to the bone, so that you can hear me playing on your phone