(C) 2020 by Timo Davids - Cruel Past Song about a young girl led to suicide. I still don't know the reason and I barely knew her, but all I remember is the sadness she left in the heart of her family and friends. So it is all about what might led her to this last way out. The mess she left and the hope that life goes on and you keep her in memory. The main part of the song was written in 2004 and was supposed to be melancholic with ups and downs. The lyrics from the original sheet didn't satisfy me. So I changed the lyrics and added the intro in 2020. I always wanted a "strong meaningful" intro. At least this is the text on my piano sheet. I made this strong bass drums in combination with a floating rythm. Like an angel/demon whispers words to you and tells you what you have to do. This might be more meaningful with the vocals added to this song. She Can't Live Anymore -- Voices from heaven -- Life is just so cruel - so I have to go (It has to end) It's a pity dream - In my house of cards Heaven's just so near - a blink away -- Fades -- A beautiful cute teenager girl With good faith in her mind And of course a good sense of life Just can't live anymore 'Cause she lost her friend He didn't seehis fate Ooh weeks of pity passed And she can't live anymore So the only way to kill the sorrow Was to end it A bridge was her last step Hoping to have a fast death But why did she do that? Now she ain't livin' anymore After that her friends were so sad The girl didn't know That she would hurt her family With her last way out She can't live anymore But forgiveness takes time Then we will see us in heaven again Then we make jokes 'bout this And we would live forever in heaven (C) 2004 by Timo Davids