Autumn Variations Fan Living Room Sessions: 14 exclusive, intimate performances of each track from the album performed, and filmed, in fans’ houses. Watch all 14 performances now. Autumn Variations, the new album, out now. Listen / Buy: http://es.lnk.to/AutumnVariations Autumn Variations (Living Room Sessions) out now: https://es.lnk.to/LivingRoomSessions Subscribe to Ed's channel: http://bit.ly/SubscribeToEdSheeran Follow Ed on... Instagram: http://instagram.com/teddysphotos TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@edsheeran Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/EdSheeranMusic Twitter: http://twitter.com/edsheeran Discord: http://discord.gg/edsheeran Official Website: http://edsheeran.com/ Lyrics: Oh I’ve been up all night Thinking about dying I’ve just been wasting time When will I be alright? God is not on my side But God knows I’m trying I need to redefine When will I be alright? Listen to my heart beating Why is there this empty feeling? Losing hope and all reason When will I be alright? I have lived half of life Constantly fighting Cheeks bruised and knuckles white When will I be alright? Hold my breath to stop breathing Love I used to know the meaning I’d wake up if I was dreaming But when will I be alright? I saw now I am blind To all the seasons I see a fading light When will I be alright? Listen to my heart beating Why is there this empty feeling? Losing hope and all reason When will I be alright? I tried my best to stop her leaving I wonder about the arms that she’s in This is it the end is nearing When will I be alright?